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I let this simple little phrase have so much ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ over everything in my life.โฃ
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“I’ll be happy when I lose 15 pounds.”โฃ
“Iโll be happy when I’m a size smaller in jeans.”โฃ
“I’ll be happy when my thighs don’t rub together.”โฃ
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I thought I would be ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐๐ซ, a ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ person, have ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ, make ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฒ, have ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, a ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ life! You name it, everything would be better. โ โฃ
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I used to think the more I could shrink myself, the happier I would be & the more deserving I would be..โฃ
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I was so wrong.โฃ
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You can be happy right now. Right here. Just where you are.โ โฃ
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Once I moved out on my own, I turned to the scale trying to reach my โhappy weight.โ ๐๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ, ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ “๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ”. โฃ
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When is enough enough?!? This vicious cycle of mine continued for years.โ โฃ
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Then, ๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ญ! I finally reached my magical number! I weighed ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉy! However, this number was not realistic for me to maintain and I soon gained it back and some! โ โฃ
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Remember that you donโt need to wait to deserve to be happy, you can create that for yourself every single day.โฃ
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I can tell ya. I have come so far and man I’ve never been happier.โฃ
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It’s not about the scale, the pant size, or that thigh gap anymore.โฃ
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It’s about creating the happiest, healthiest version of me!โฃ
